Friday, July 27, 2007
i seriously have no idea wat m i doing all this for.. getting myself involved in ndp, being a YA, agreeing to be in the committee for the camp. thats abt all dat is on my mind now, certainly there are more bt i guess its too private to be shared. dere is nothin much dat i enjoy nowadays, dats why life sucks for mi now..
i noe i m not the worst, bt i jus wanna complain. i tink its lik the 10005340534534 times dat i complained abt it alr.. =X
CCA was once enjoyable bt now it jus feels like its an obligation to go for it. i will drag my feet with a gloomy face and go for trgs and activities. life seems so screwed. maybe its jus something wrong wif my mindset, maybe i should jus learn from LMS and IAC; try to think that these activities will increase my experience and enhance my knowledge, i can get to noe more frens, i can help to guide and all those shit stuffs.
hahahas.. duh..i m jus having some pre cca syndrome.. LOL..
n you. you walked and u saw. u turn, stared and walked away. bt you actualli asked if i was de one dat u saw. i didnt noe that i was so unimportant that somehow there wasnt much of an impression that you actually saw mi. sometimes its jus dat little move dat one can do to make others feel neglected. fine, if dats wat i mean to u. god, stop leaving mi with all these crap. i dun wanna blame myself for not treasuring n cherishing. its jus so !@$@#$#$%^&%.--WeiLinG*
7:24 AM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
studied for jap test ytd...
i jus stuffed wateva i can rmb into my head..
the whole hiragana chart.. n the whole letter tt i m supposed to rite.
hahahas.. i guess last min studyin still helped a lil.
i dun tink i will fail dat badly...so i guess its alright =)
n many thanks to alvin for being my private tutor for jap..
if not i tink i will jus hand in a blank paper today.
it was camwhoring session ytd!! an intensive one ok
we took more den 100 photos...! LOL
shall post a few up..
bridge.aynur.me.feli
DEREK'S favourite pose!
does it remind u on charlie angels..=XXX LOL
argh!! we are gona be squashed by giants.
chomp chomp-ed after jap test with classmates..
food was nice..
yeah.. food brightens my day..lol
--WeiLinG*
8:55 AM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
had dinner and dance on sunday..
it was quite enjoyable.
i only have a few pics wif me.. so shall post these few first..
dance waltz at the end.. LOL.. its kinda dumb. =X
my dancing partner was korkor.. so i guess we got the sister brother bond and we didnt step onto each others feet..hahahs..
we won the dancing queen n king at the end..
n i won the lucky draw too..o.ov LOL
once again, monday is the start of a schooling week. n i got the MONDAY BLUES.
I M NOT EMO....
jus tryin to finish the project..HAHAHAS.
at least i did smile for photos dat day..
hahahhas.. n bridge is tellin u all not to smoke ok!
its an anti smoke badge tt she is kissing..LOL.
i wanna runaway. im such a coward.
--WeiLinG*
8:41 AM
Friday, July 20, 2007
back to amkss agn.
did i make the wrong decision.
after they cried, i realli felt lik we were too harsh.
afterall they are onli sec 1s.
i hope they realli meant wat dey sae.
its the first time i saw such a "traumatising" situation..
so i really hope dey are all feeling better now..
when mistakes are made, we learn to admit. we change as we learn..my tears were at the brim of my eyes. bt i know i shouldn't cry
--WeiLinG*
7:10 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
i found more flag suppliers!!!
pls feel happy for mi..=XXX jus jk
i seriously need more slp
i couldnt even open my eyes in the morning.
bt a gd thing for today is that i will finish sch at 11....
yeah!
lalalalallala~~~
dad's gona return to singapore..wooooh
its been 2 months..
a few days more
n its gona be home alone again........
im lost. im afraid.
--WeiLinG*
6:13 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
had ndp ne show1 today
omg p5 students are scary! i got to see overly enthu kids, grumpy ones, quiet ones who dun giv a damn abt u..hahahas.. bt overall. it was quite nice..
especially the finale. there was fountains with fireworks.
tired.
n today i went to the mrt station to collect my ezlink card.
bt the kuku person tell mi i mus go all the way to some unknown place to collect la!
the bus driver con mi!!! say wat. i can collect from the nearest mrt station?!
IDIOT!
!@#!@#!@$#@$!@#!@#!@
bahs.. i m angry
ok..i shant bother abt dat for now.
ok. fine. is answers you all gave.
bt is tt the truth?
--WeiLinG*
10:40 AM
Friday, July 13, 2007
Its Friday the 13th
finally finished the macro test.i really hope its fine..hahas..
now my mind is all filled up wif BCA EXCEL SCENERIOMANAGER SOLVER...
omg.. i have no idea how to continue..
i still can rmb wat ms chua said.. ...n her scary face...
LOL...
its huanting mi!
missed the guides ROD.. heard abt some neagtive thinggs again
oh my..
i realli dun wan to see tis happening. whats wrong?
one stripe. 2 stripes. 3 stripes.
--WeiLinG*
7:17 AM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
New generation?
(maybe nt all of dem) =Xseriously, there is onli 3 words to describe...
hahahahhaas... guides should noe.
i'm baffled. If it was me, i wouldnt know what to do.
i feel lik giving up..bt i still rmb what someone said abt catchin on to the other branch when the one i'm holding on is breaking.
so in this case, it doesnt give mi an excuse to give up so easily.
i m tryin hard. bt i'm afraid......
--WeiLinG*
6:54 AM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
had lunch at hk cafe wif jojojojojo today..
lol.. shopped..
actually planned to go for trg after dat.
BUT i was tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy
*slaps*
peirced my ear ytd.. omg..
it was pain la.
luckily dere was feli's hand for mi to squeeze.. LOL.
its tough.....
--WeiLinG*
6:25 AM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
went bac for awards nite on friday.
had the 1st ug council photo taking.
with some missing members.
a normal sat: ndp rehearsal - family day
it was TIRING.
bt had quite some fun dere..
i learnt how to fold the ballooons 2! =D
though i dread ndp trgs. bt at least i hav the companion of all these crazy grp mates
--WeiLinG*
1:28 AM
Friday, July 06, 2007
i nid someone to listen to me....
--WeiLinG*
8:56 AM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
i cant sign in into msn....zzzzzz
had a long long 5 hr break today..
so went to find lala to pass her de ndp tix..
we ate some mushroom feast..
omg..gross can... the mushroom super salty
we went to the arcade to play the jackpot thingy agn..LOL
hohoho.. won a black pig...
--WeiLinG*
7:27 AM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
damn it.
my ezlink card gt confiscated alr....
zzz.. damn the bus driver..*slaps*
i'm in such a big mess alr
so pls stop the bad luck!
hahas..n i shall be a good gal and erm.....
yea..............lol
=/
--WeiLinG*
3:57 AM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
=(
lost my wallet.
i dun dare to tell mum abt it.
cox i noe de consequences.
tis is lik nt the first time.
everytime i would leave my wallet on the seat in eatin places or on the buses.
bt everytime i m so lucky to hav ppl to take it for mi..
bt now... its time for some punishment for being so careless =/
went to the police post today to report..
so dumb la... i doubt i can get bac my ic
went sch for ndp trg.
hmm... i tink its my 2nd time takin flag party.
omg.. i realli sucked at it.
=xx kip makin dumb mistakes.
did 50 pumpings.. n i m alr tired..
lol... i m such a slacker.
got back law paper today n i passed. =)
hahas.. n dere is no sch tmr ..
wheee~~
--WeiLinG*
5:00 AM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
went for the dedication service for primers.
at first i tot it would be something similar to guides
where we sit in the hall and watch performances and renew our promise etc.
bt for BB. we fall-ed in n den did some ...zzz... parade?
n den we went into the hall.
n my first reaction was OMG WTFH IS DAT ! =x
people on the stage are singing some christian jesus songs. rock band sia..
super loud
lol... i always have the thinking dat church events shud be calmer and more peaceful.
hahas. n den the normal stuffs still came.
the pastor started tokin.
n i felt lik sleepin..zzzzzz
n dats all for my super boring day.
i realli don't noe wat to do to help.
--WeiLinG*
6:44 AM
