went for remedials today...
coughin n sneezing
makin my life terrible
went mac eat n tok

jolene n ss went to my house after tt
dey were using com
n i was lyin on the bed half dead...
grhhh....i cant stand being sick
wat a lousy feeling...
mommie said she wun let mi go sch if i nv slp early today
so i gona slp early...
bt i hav slept a lot today
frm 3.30 after jolene n ss left till 7
i'm a pig...lolx... 7:13 AM

had meeting wif mrs chung today

to my dearies out dere, stay cool
dun giv up, smilex n be happi : )
rmb ii will always be dere 4 eu
hehex

had flu since noon...kept sneezing
grhh... it feels so awful to be sick again..
my body system is gettin weaker..
hmm... shall eat more n stay healthy..
ps: i will takkaire of myself :p
lolx.. :p

remedials n rememdials..
gona see mr guang tml...eeks..
lols... i m gona study hard...
yeahs...i shall strive towards my goal.. 7:31 AM

daddy flied to taiwan ytd...woosh...
he's away again...
bt i tink tis time... its just a week or so..
hopefully...

hmm... i was siting at the sofa just now using labtop
den i was thinkin abt the evacuation thin
n oso watchin tv n listenin to radio
actualli i dun realli now wat m i doin
i came to a point where i asked myself
" i lived my life for what? "
even i was told the answer...
i didnt noe y...
i tink i knew it last time when i was in pri sch
bt now i tink i kinda forgot ..
there r so damn lots of things swirlin in my mind
n i will jus stare into blank space for a veri long time
not knowin wat i m tinkin or doin
the things in my mind i dun even noe wat issit
i jus feel dat dere is like a bunch of tangled strings in my head
unknown...

i dun knoe whether u noe wat i tokin anot..
cox i oso not quite sure wat i tokin...

blebleblablebloo...woosh...
i dunno...can i jux be ignorant abt everythin
wat m i tokin ..
grhh...dun wan type le...
i m typin nonsense...
kk...buais 7:21 AM

just came bac from ptc...

wanna tok abt my way up to the classroom
mi parents and i was walkin and we saw a parent n her child
the parent lik bao ching tian
den the child eyes redred
den my mum sae the child veri ke lian
hahas...
den daddie joked tt later he see my results e face becum bulldog liddat
he act the bulldog till damn farni..lols

n finalli it was ptc time..
i went into the classroom
n blablabla... ms tay tok abt my results
n later... she started emphasising on maths
a maths n a amaths still a maths...
lols... kk... i realli know wat to do...
i will work hard..
bt i dun knoe y i tok till i cry
so xia suay...
hahas...den after e ptc...
mommie sae she dun nid to scold mi la
she trust tt i will work hard
den she saae after seein jux now tt boy so sad
suddenly gt lots of inner tots
she wan mi to be happi
n dat if she scold mi i wun be happi neither will she

hmm...isnt it great tt mommie became more understanding
hehes..
bt seriously i m damn disappointed in my results..
i will work hard...mm...how mani times have i said this..
lolx.. bt i realli will
: ) 7:16 AM

suddenly tot abt my results...so wanna blog abt it...

55 is a big number kaess...
n tis is how much i dropped in my lvl position..
wat mummie said was partly rite...
if a maths n physics were so hard dat i depicted
dats means everyone wud dropp in their results
bt den ur standard will still remain the same
bt sad to sae i dropped drastically...

i knoe i did beta den others mainly becox of my dnt n home econ last yr..
bt its not tt i nv study hard for the exams
i did kaes...
i m stupid i noe...
my brain is square...i noe tt 2
bt i m tryin hard to change tt..


a maths, e maths n phy r all lik a pile of dung
f9 , c5, d7 wat de hell
jackpot fer a maths...wonderful ritex
moi ss sucks 2...bt still passed humanities becox of my history
haix... expected tis result...

it was glad tt i didnt utter a word wen mum scold mi ytd
wateva she said i jux listened
bt i didnt wan to tok bac
its no use neway...
her perception=> i nv study, i play, i tok wif my frens, i chat on phone, i always come home late
well...i shall only admit a part of it onli...
cox i realli didnt do some of the things dat she said...

hmm... ptc is just a few hours away...
wonder wat wud ms tay says...
wateva...
i m prepared.. 11:28 PM

erm....lousy mood today...
i came to sch cox i am getting bac my results slip...
bt my results r realli damn wonderful...
my standard now is twice of last yr...
woohoos....

i gt bac home n got scolded...wootx
den blablablablabla....
called wan xian to tok...
just finished tokin to her just now...
felt beta...

y am i so stupid...
cant i be a maths genius...a maths lunatic
i hoped i was one...
i gona make myself into one...hahas..

my fever gt worse..
i cant slp... my hands n legs r cold...
i today woke up at 4 sumthin am lors...
i was tossing here n dere tryin to kip my limbs warm..
hope it will get beta tomolow... 6:31 AM

becumin more n more retarded soon...
always forget to do things...
gona bang into the wall soon... grhh...

i was glad dat our proposal was quite ok..
dats a great relieve...lols
i ytd do the proposal until i even dreamt of it at nite...lolx
toopid...aint i
hope tt we wun let our madms down...

havin a fever now,
duno whether wan go school tmr anotx
shud be will larx...
cux we r gettin bac our results slip tmr...
wootx...dats not a gd news...hahas...
bt i swear i will work hard for the final paper..

daddie is bac...
yippees...
hmm...wonder how will daddie react when he see my results slip
he shud be quite shocked bas...
nvm...
i swear swear swear upon my everything dat i will study veri hard..
hahas... 6:12 AM

went out in the afternoon to bugis wif moi cousins... bt i was so tired... i was slpin almost at any place tt i cud find dere... i stand oso can slp...
mommie didnt wan to torture mi animore so she brought mi home to slp
hahas...woke up at 7 and went out for dinner with korkor
korkor realli entertained mi lots..hahas

went bac home n on the computer..hahas...
acw added mi...wootx..
he said he realli missed mi... his words realli made mi happy
hhahas...he's a gd fren : )

hais...mm... wat can i do
i dunno
*sigh* 8:47 AM

my back aches...i tink blue black ba..i cant see.hahas
my legs pain too

hehes... had tuition today...joanne went for course n jolene is sick..takkaire : )

red alert..
a call..
lols...
camp proposal on tues...
everyone chua tio
hope 2 complete it in time...
lolx..jiayouss..

mummie is so naughty..so late le still dun wan cum bac
too engrossed in her mahjong le..
leaving her pathetic nuer at home
hahas...

my room lights spoiled in the afternoon...
the living room light dropped down ytd midnite..
haix...no lights... is tt a bad omen
no la...dun anihow scare myself..

nothin to sae le...so buaiis...takkaire...: ) 7:30 AM

we had a farewell party for nicholas today...he is migrating..
er...i dun knoe him well...bt he is my classmate
n i will not forget him ba...lolx
wanna wish him bon voyage : ) n all the best

b4 guides training, went bac home to help jiamin take my bro beret
bt i cant find e green one... duno go where le..hais..

guides training was tiring...
i was having a real bad headache after tt
i jus cant perspire...

i had been running n walkin the whole day
my legs r so suan

i m tired n mommie is depriving mi of my slpin time
she wans mi pei her watch tv
nvm i shall not wake up till 1 pm tml
lolx... : P 6:31 AM

an update on my results
terrible...
as expected i fail moi physics => 46 bt luckily i passed after addin in my ca marks phew~
my a maths woohoo...=> 25/100
my e maths er..=> 57/100
Humanities...i just passed...e toopid social studies pulled my marks down=> 50

lolx...feel awed bt my results...
now for beta ones...which is onli two sub..haha...pathetic
chinese...disappointed => 75
chem... i could get higher => 71
dat isnt so high but dats e best dat i hav

eng paper 1 still haven get bac...hope tt it will be gd

mommie: daddie veri sad abt ur results u knoe... i told him ytd
mi: (speechless)

i went bac to my room...my tears just flowed out liddat..
i didnt wan daddie to be sad..i wan him to be happi...
i noe all he wanted is a gd result slip from mi
bt .....

daddie gona cum bac nxt week n attend the ptc and fly to taiwan again...
gona miss him badly... 5:49 AM

hmm...gt bac most of my results today
actualli i dun hav much to comment on my results cox i tink deserve those results
bt the onli two exams dat diappointed mi is chemistry n chinese i didnt get an a1..
bt its rather ok dat i actualli gt an a2 too
my maths as usual...lolx *jackpot*
english ok lor...
humanities...mm.. nothin to sae... u shud noe tt its not tt encouraging

tml gona be rather devastating ba...
we shall gt bac our physics n maybe eng paper 1 n history essay
dun hope for much for physics bt just a pass..k
n eng ermm...a 'B'
i wan high marks for tt essay...hehex...issit too much

lols... i tink i m so sadistic...
fail exams oso can luff...
bt seriously...dere is no reason fer mi to cry..
fail means fail, cry oso no use
bt most importantly is to buck up bt er... can i do tt, doubt so...

we must be cheerful..lols... : )
smilexx..
takkaire.. 5:51 AM

exams r 0ver! yiPeeS!

hmm... gona feng diaos soon...kip luffin n luffin dunno 4 wat...its weird tt i nv hav pms these days....lols!

er... wad to rite now...actualli nothin much to rite cox nothin much happened todae...

hehex..have a craving of ice cream now, yumyum... n daddy is comin bac soon in erm a week time... "daddie, faster cum bac, i miss eu lots!" days without daddie are torturing.. no ride to sch.. noone to crack jokes with mi, noone to make mi luff, noone to giv mi ting xie, noone to watch tv wif mi, noone to adore mi n noone to attend ptc...lolx, n oso mani mani more reasons of y i miss daddy so badly...

hate the times when daddy is overseas.. noone to pei mi... korkor even worse..i wake up he sleepin, i sleepin, he come home...nv even have a chance to tok to him... : ( i m so lonely at home, leavin me alone with mommie...hahas..

gona slp eat slack play for these few days... : ) 5:30 AM

wootx.... left 2 more papers n yippees...

bt when results r out ....ta da~ i m dead

my exams r realli super fantastic... if i can pass my physic n a maths...i will jump off the building..k... n tis is the first ever time tt i actualli leave my questions blank...i damn jue wang le..so i didnt do...

so i tink u shud roughly get e ideaa of my fantastic results ba...wahahaha... i m hopeless : )

i tink ms tay will prepare tissues for us when she give bac our results slip...lolx... bt i dun need... :) i am alr numb by red marks... it seems so normal to mi... bt if i fail almost all..den i shall realli consider to go jump off the building...lolx.. jux jk

so jiayou for exams ba.... :)



heartbroken]]* 2:54 AM

Happy Mother's Day!!

had a fun time in the afternoon wif my cousins... we crapped n i did amaths wif my cousin... wanna wish him gd luck for his exams : ) my little cousins were so rowdy today..running here n dere...shoutin at the top of their voice.. just dun knoe why dey can be so energetic... haha... moi small aunt was so humorous.. tok to her will laugh till pengx... cant believe she actuali failed almost all the subjects in o-level except fer english which she got A2! she dun look lik a pro in eng...she is chinese educated bt er.... something is wrong..hahax... she keep suaning mi n moi cousin sae our a maths veri jia lat... bt when we ask her if she gt take a maths bac at her time..she said she didnt... lolx... we r cleverer den her...muahaha... my second aunt was so naggy...even worse denn moi mum... bt she was funni in a way 2... its a long time since i had a gatherin with my cousins, it was rrealli great...

i was so tired n i slept in the taxi on my way to j8 for dinner... grhh...n my mum chose a bonia wallet for her mother's day present which cost mi n korkor a bomb.. nbm she is my mum..bt seriously.. i m broke n my savings is now negative... cox my bro helped mi to pay for the wallet first... poor mi.. mommie bought a cake to reward herself...she said she shud love herself more +.+" ... lolx..

i keep tellin mommie tt i veri scared of exams... i m jux not in the mood fer exams.. bt still, tml will be my first paper! grhh!!

Message to myself:
bad gurlx...work hard fer exams..k? dun be demoralized...do ur best to get ur desired results, bt even if u cant get gd results...at least u tried.. : ) no matter wat happens... i will be always be dere 4 u 2 share ur troubles n happiness.. 2 support u in everythin tt u do... be strong : )

rmb mi, the happy side of u .... : )
jiayouss

* am i crazy, i m tokin to myself..lolx* 5:59 AM

had physics tuition today..haha...

exams r so damn near...wat to do... i just studied just a pinch of the whole syllabus i have to cover...tts realli bad.. just did my ss notes... bt onli a bit did managed to squeeze into my dat tiny weeny brain...

my maths!! grhhh...*speechless* ..just hope tt i can do well...

after tuition went for dinner wif mommie..mommie was grumbling abt kor 4 makin her so angri..bad korkor....

tml is mother's day..gona go to my aunt house... miss my cousins...hahax...

Happy Mother's Day to my beloved mommie n oso ann-mama lolx...

grhhhhhh....i m evolvin into a bull or wateva soon...+.+" hahas.. 7:28 AM

rain...rain...

i m so tired...metally tired..

exams exams n so much stuffs..neverendin...haix

lolx..bt all these things make up my life... hehex..

do u tink i m a bad gurl? i tink i m...

beware..i m a bad gurl...lolx

mugmugmug... mux score well..bt sumtimes gd results r jux beyond my reach...duno y...

today the police called jolene to tell her to go identify the culprit... the police gave her the whole yr bk of the sch for her to identify...lols... dats alot...hope to catch tt culprit soon... gona cut the person up into pieces...*oops* ( i m such a bad gurl) lols...

serene, moi beloved nuer, gave mi a happy mothers' day card er no...paper...hahas....so swit of her..!

actualli wanted to ask jr y he made tt comment bt nvm...hahax
4:47 AM

...i m angri...


countdown to exams: 3 days (wth) +.+" tts bad.... 3:22 AM

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