these few days damn sianx in class..
everytime science or humanities lesson i realli wan to slp ar..
bth...
today first period physics i alr start yawnin le l0rs..
wad magical slpin powder does tt mr guang carry..?

hmm.. i m realli gt FUCKED UP by someone..
yes yes dun look around its u!!!!
u noe ur attitude realli pissed mi off..
n somemore things la... dunno how to sae..
realli cant stand it... sux..

had guides meetin... startin a bit tense up la...
the colours abit luan
our colours is so disorganised...
nvm..we will improve
the sec 2s improve slightly on the drills..kip it up...: )
nv go to library today...hais..
nxt week i will go..

tml is awards nite..hehes..

den wish myself a gd nites slp n a wonderful day tml.. buais 6:55 AM

so wat did i d0 t0day...
ar...mm...ei... physics lesson today oso damn sian lor
everyday sit fer phy lesson will bth...

hahas...freakin pissed off by someone..
grh.. cant stand it...
realli feel lik boxin tt person..
hais...wateva

went fer the rehearsal fer awards nite
den went home...

the superstar m4 is so cute!
small small eyes de...lols...
hahas... m3 oso veri cute
bt m4 cuter...
lols...

kk... hmm..wish myself a gd nites slp.... oh shit i jux rmb tml is training i haven do my things yet..lols... kk...gtg buais.. 6:39 AM

a long day..hehe..
started off wif maths.. when some of us ki siao..
lols..den gt chem
den phy... omg.. realli feel so slpy..
luckily gt joel pei mi tok or else i sure fall asleep..
den after sch gt short meetin...

we did pumpings together..( ncc land ppl, air, n gg)
den after tt we still do the pt..
lols... it was fun..
hahas...

my life is messy..
hmm... i mux study!!!

wish myself a gd nites slp n a nice day tml...! : ) 7:06 AM

i m ANTI ANTS!!!
EEKS...

puzzled by why there will be ants in the two blue tents..
why onli blue one...
hais...
the sight of the swarm of ants realli gave us goosebumps..
eeyer...
cant stand it...

hahas...wish myself a gd nites slp..
hope tml will be a beta day.. : ) 6:56 AM

tml gona sch reopen le...
hahas... my hw gt abt half is undone..
well...copy tml ba...
hehes...

the tags are found le...
den we gona sell it to put in our fund..
hope its enugh to recover our loss..
n hopefully earn some money too..

wish myself a gd nites slp.. n a wonderful day tml..yeaps..: ) 6:18 AM

i didnt do my hw ytd...
aint i a bad gal...hehes...
bt canot help it la..
see the hw oso sian..
bt today i veri guai..
i did moi e maths n haf of my chem..

kip eatin non stop today lorx..
not alot la...bt i bought sweets n potato chips from my downstair provision shop..
den i eat n eat while i m doin my hw..
after a while felt so slpy...den slept for 4 hrs..
doesnt tis lifestyle sounds lik a pig..

hehes...
tml havin tuition wif nuer...
den meetin laopo at j8 after tt 2 do hw..
3 more days till sch re0pen ..
issit gd or bad..
dutch noe...

wish myself a gd nite slp n hav a wonderful day tml.. : ) 6:34 AM

i m bac to the studyin craze le..
i gona do my hw later.. i will..
if i nv... ppl pls come n kip naggin mi to do hw..
hahas..
* my hw~!! here i c0me!!! * 8:42 PM

back frm camp

yeps..

lazy to blog abt it.. cox if i rite can rite non stop la..

hahas... so for camp gt happy gt sad..

gt negative comments gt positive..

camp overall quite ok las... hehes..

for the sec 2s...hm.. buck up... always rmb the 16mins, the 2nd nite, wat we said..

er...took over le.. feel abit uneasy without the sec 4 NCOs..
we will miss dem badly..
jiayous... for ur o'levels 2..

yesyes... i rmb somethin...
i wan to complain abt the welfare of the kayakin instructors..
ppl seasick still tell us to carry the kayak den tell us not to act sick le..
toopid lehs...

hehes... girl guides rocks..! 8:32 PM

past two days i went for the sana anti drug course...
the lecture was boring...
bt the whole course was quite ok las..
hmm...bt den on the last day...gt i stupid asshole tried to held us bac...
so stupid...

went to sch today
did our last prep for camp
i cut my hair till VERI VERI short
ss sae lik twine...lols
hehes...
watched npcc rod..
den go buy some things n went home

camp is veri near... hope it will be a smooth one 5:26 AM

met the ps'es today in the library...
did the last preparations for camp..
discuss some little things dat we wan to do durin the campfire..
hahas..

after the discussion..
mi, ss, wanjoo n phoebe went to bugis to buy camp things..
crapped alot..
mi n wanjoo den started "lau-pok" ing...lolx
damn farni...
we were so lame...
i tink i was so childish to played with the froz thing...lolx...
we shopped damn long den we found the pink stockings...
nice lehs...hahas...
mi n joo went to temple pray for all the ps...
oso prayed tt our camp can be conducted smoothly..hehes..
we shopped till our legs were so damn jelly..
we still went to suntec to find the blood thing..bt couldnt find
wasted our time to walk such a long way..
hahas...
we were lik haf dead...

reach home late at abt 7+...

so damn pissed off by some things..
cant stand it...
grhh...
just feel lik throwin all my things...
throw everywhere...
n scream...arghhh...
FUCKOFF.. 7:44 AM

went fer guides meeting t0day...
pitch tents, wash tents, dry tents...

had a fun time pitching tents..
den erm.. when its time to wash time...
mi n ss hav to walk around the sch several times b4 we gt the key to the tap..
hahax... the others washed tents..i n cheryl went to get ready the line to dry the tents..
when i dry the tent...i fell from the chair..
cut my left leg n sprained my right ankle..
hais...quite disappointed in the sec 2s...
dey nv go wash all the tents.. sum of dem even sit around chit chattin
letting the sec 1s do the work..omg...
we actualli didnt wan to scold dem bt dey made us so angry...
n so we scolded...ss was damn hiong..
shes loud...dats a point dat we shud learn..
did lots of pumpin... hahax..

after the meetin..
ps waited for the tents to dry..
cindy came out n we toked
actualli felt lik cryin lehs... when she sae abt the memories...
bt i shall save my tears fer other days..
hmm...cheryl is rite we shall treasure our cadet days...hehes..
azmi tok to mi fer the first time..omg
i have a phobia of him lorx..
asked mi questions dat require lots of thinkin..
bt wat plan to do fer guides hmm... footdrills..train..
i wanna enter the footdrill comp..( vision..hahas )
still gt wat..cant think of any now..maybe other times ba..brain abit slow..

hehes...horny ppl... damn farni..
*winks*

went home..
i was so tired..
had a nap..
bt my leg is so pain..
i cant walk after my nap..
i was draggin my right feet..
mummie help mi rub n massage..
so pain till i screamed n cried..

mummie damn farni she told mi dun scream..
she scream fer mi...
den she went : argh..arghh..
den my dad tot wat happened..
damn stupid..

hmm...work hard...study hard...
erm.. i tink i gt nothin to sae le...so buais..
wish myself a gd nites slp wif more vision n no sprained ankle animore..:P 7:15 AM

went to pck musical today..
its was quite nice...
just tt we sat so far away from the stage tt we couldnt see clearly..
hahas...after tt went home...
was in the mrt wif jolene, shiuan, wanjoo, cheryl..
we all went abit siao n started takin pics in the mrt...
it was damn farni..
someppl in the mrt even stared at us...lolx...

went home n i had no food to eat..
daddie cook maggie mee fer mi...
dad's maggie mee always rox..

nuer made up her mind le..
i knoe she is veri firm on her stand..
n i feel happi fer her...cox shes not so stress now..
she had her happiness n freedom bac..
nuer...mommie will support u de... lols...
luv ya...mux love mi 2 kaes? lols..

hmm...hp money..gone again... within a week or so...
super duper fast..hais...
nvm...

dunno y...my left hip bone is damn painful since the musical
its gettin more n more painful..
cant even walk properly..
sux...sux...SUX..!! 8:07 AM

wees...came bac from npcc campfire...
i roughly forgot wat i did dere..
bt i noe i was abit siao..
lols...have fun n relieved myself from er...stress...i dunno
hehes...
mdm cindy is nice not to tell mi to do e 45 pumpin...ahem...
yes..she is nice at times
hahax... enjoyed my time at the campfire

today early mornin wake up...
went to sch to help ms tay print certificates...
practically stayed in sch the whole day
ms tay treated us to pizza hut..hehes...

wat a busy day...deres still band pop tml
my mum dun wan let mi go ...
wat shall i do...shall see first ba
hope she tml mood gd...hahax

nothin to sae le...shall end here..
buaiis...wish myself a gd nites slp
i shall pass my silver badge soon!!! 9:09 AM

woke up early today...
watch tv...sms..
went to cousin house later...
sms..sms... my money..haix
went dere to eat dumplings
watch tv...
my small cousin wore specs le..lolx..
he look funni...
kk... i m not in a gd mood now..
mm...shall nt tell u why..hehes...

i just feel lik sumone havin breathin difficulty
wif no one to help mi return bac to my normal breathin
i sound pathetic rite
bt i m not tt pathetic la
dats onli a description..
hahas...kk...nothin much to sae..
so ..buais
wish myself a gd nites slp n stay happy : ) 6:46 AM

went for guides meetin today..
it wasnt tt tough ba... maybe cox i was not in the squad for most of the time
scolded the sec 2s n finalli i managed to scold dem...
wonder when can i be more stern... lolx..
i dunno how to be oso...hahas...nvm... i will noe...

i chua tio when mdm cindy yelled today...
her voice was so loud n totally frightening..
hmm.. i tink we shall work hard n improve..
n work for our badges...

was so tired...
went to pizza hut n eat wif karen, wan joo, shiuan n jolene
after tt mi jolene n wan joo went to popular
we bought some coloured paper to do our testwork
we were crappin n luffin...
i tink we were veri loud
bt who cares...hahas
we spent quite a long time just to choose the colour paper
hahas... den went home...

a long day...
i tink dere r more long days to come
n one more thing i am not goin 4 tml library camp le
feel bad bt i tink i shud stay home n do other things...
dun wan tire myself...
i have learnt to takkaire of myself...lolx...:P

hmm... somethin to say to someone: where r u .. u noe ppl will miss u notx... : )
hahax... another thing is to tell my nuer... sorri lehx... jiayous in the camp..i will miss u one... mux miss mi 2 horx...takkaire...
i tink tts it ba... wish myself a gd nites slp ... 7:49 AM

daddie's bac...
bought some little little things for mi n a t shirt for korkor

bt didnt get to welcome dad bac cox gona go for meetin
shudnt hav went dere early...cox if i nv i wud hav be at home to see daddie cum bac
hahax...nvm
went meetin discuss lots of things
enjoyed our time..
teacher izuan tot us lots of stuffs...hehes...
luff alot today... gd fer health..lolx

mm... wonderin wanna go library camp anotx
most probably not goin
bt feel guilty arx...
hehes...

i m havin mood swing currently
dunno wats wrong wif mi
hais...n my memory hasnt improve
so wish myself a gd nite slp wif a beta memory n more organised tots... : ) 6:48 AM

daddie is gona be bac tml morning...wootx..

practically rot at home to whole day..
actualli wanted slp longer bt mommie woke mi up..
watched tv.. online.. eat... tok on phone.. do things..
how boring it is
haix...

no one to pei mi...
mommie was slpin almost the whole day cox shes sick
i spent almost the whole day watching tv..
once again...i dunno wat i tinkin abt...
i forgot to do sumthin again bt i dunno wat tt ting is..
nvm...
y is tis happening...
wats rong wif my brain..
i tink i shud go nature farm buy some supplements? for my brain? memory?
lolx....will tt work...
hehes...kk...gona end here..
wishin myself a gd nite slp with wonderful memory n more organised tots... : ) 7:34 AM

daddie is gona be bac tml morning...wootx..

practically rot at home to whole day..
actualli wanted slp longer bt mommie woke mi up..
watched tv.. online.. eat... tok on phone.. do things..
how boring it is
haix...

no one to pei mi...
mommie was slpin almost the whole day cox shes sick
i spent almost the whole day watching tv..
once again...i dunno wat i tinkin abt...
i forgot to do sumthin again bt i dunno wat tt ting is..
nvm...
y is tis happening...
wats rong wif my brain..
i tink i shud go nature farm buy some supplements? for my brain? memory?
lolx....will tt work...
hehes...kk...gona end here..
wishin myself a gd nite slp with wonderful memory n more organised tots... : ) 7:34 AM

woke up early today.. was running fever ytd...
i spread germs to my mummie...lolx
poor mommie... now havin fever..

went for tuition as usual...
i slept in class..
den the principal walked by n saw mi slpin den she sae : " mr cheng, y is dat gal slpin over dere?"
i chua tio den i was tinkin which toopid person is sayin abt mi... n it was dat woman
hahax.. i was tired..i dunno y...

went fer dinner n bac home..
n now bloggin..
i tink my memory sux..
i rmb tis ting n i forgot the other..
wat m i tinkin..
i tink its wise of mi to take a paper n write down the things dat i shud do..
aint i clever..lols...tts lame...
kk..dun crapp le... shall end here
wishin myself free from sickness wif wonderful memory n a gd nite slp
hehes... 6:39 AM

yesterday after remedials went to study drills...
had fun learning new things...
izuan n cindy told us some of their experience...
it was nice...
hahas...

i dread the part where i was told those ghostly things...
i admit i m timid kaes...
bt neway, izuan n cindy rocks..
dey tot us a lot of stuffs..
still have quite alot to learn from dem
so mux jjiayouss...

i didnt sleep the whole night..i was listenin to radio
n i m veri tired now...
today was the north division day...
we were kind of rush in the morning..
erm... i tink we were quite unefficient...it was quite terrible
bt luckily we managed to get to holy inoocents pri on time...
the whole thing was quite ok larx...though it was abit uninteresting..
hahax...my section won the first in the jingles!!
yeahs!! thx to my korkor..always singin his cheer cox he just had his camp

and wat was the worst today was tt... my voice was lik a scarecrow..
imagine i shoutin the jingles with my scarecrow voice...
it kind of sux ...hahax...bt neway we won... : )

went to pizza hut with karen wan joo serene n elaine for lunch...
crapped n tok lotsof tthings...
i feel pressurized now... mixed feelings... undescripable??
wateva... do my best..hehes...
n ps: the sec 2 attitude erm..... 1:46 AM

peeps!

-aurina
-benedict
-bridget
-cheryl
-cheng yin
-chun yin
-cindy
-dewei
-edWin
-elaine
-evelyn
-felicia
-hui ting
-hui xian
-jac
-janns0n
-jas0n
-jiaMin
-j0celyn
-j0lene'l0ver
-karEn
-lalu
-li0nel
-mIng Xuan
-ming zhu
-oliver
-ph0ebe
-peisHan
-sally
-samuel
-selena
-shiUan
-shu yann
-wan j0o
-wee ting
-wei jie
-wei xUn
-yi liaNg'daddie
-yi jUn
-ying xin
-youxu

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