wen i remov my plaster,tinkin tt my wound has alr healed,it started 2 hurt again. 7:18 AM

mr c didnt come today...he was on course..hai...mommie n jiejie joined us in the tuition...hahaax

8 days to exaams?? tt gives mi 192 hrs...er...tt isnt alot ya... feelin more demoralised as days go by... er... actions r louder den words... bt i....................................................................................

i will try not 2 be 2 lazy... so jiayou baas...hai...

nothin to sae cux i tink sumthings shud be well kept in moi heart...it is a safer place..hehex : 0 6:08 AM

felt so sick today.... it becum worse durin chinese class...when i stand up i felt so giddy...hai, den gt bac my amaths paper, isnt it a great thing to get a "BINGO" ( by failing all the 3 a maths tests ) so "wonderful"... i got lots of careless mistake, -4-2 = 2...wow... i even forgot to put brackets n i wrote 4 to the power of 3 when it was supposed to be 3 to the power of 4... tts marvelous..isnt it? hai....i tink it wud be nicer if i wud get a jackpot ( by failing the mid yr paper oso... 4 in a row) ...hopeless mi...

i m not feelin gd...

i m lost..i need a "torch"...to guide mi... 6:21 AM

wth is the f***kin problem with u!!! wake up ur ideas can?? dun tok to mi lddat...ok!!! i hate eu!!!! can u just f*** off!!!!

sorri i noe i veri vulgar...bt so fustrated by jh daddie's bro...he realli sux...wat a bad impression of him...

i not feelin gd now..worse den just now...i feel so sick!!! s**k s**k s**k s**k !!!!!

wth!!!!!!! i wan to vent my anger!!!! i'm so angri!!!!!!!!



cheerup takkaire : ) jiayou baas! : ) smilex

yeah...tml is friday..i realli need a break...i miss mr c 2~~haha 6:18 AM

i m so demoralized by all the tests n mock test n the wateva workshts...all so sucked up one..hai..sorri for being vulgar...

just finished tokin on the phone wif daddy...haha..den my mum almost overheard our conversation...lucky i reaction fast...go sae sumthin else...haha..

exams r comin in not more den 10 days ...just the thought of it gives mi headache.... i m lost of hope !!!

so wanted to tell myself to cheer up & takkiare!!! ( haha...tokin to myself again) : ) 6:59 AM

jiejie...dun be sad le...cheer up kaes : ) ....

had physics mock test today.... and den did maths wrksht n oso eng compre some sort of mock test 2.... 3/4 of my brain cells r dead now...think n think n think...wan my life ar.... i gona pass moi a maths...i dun careee...!!!!!!!! gona go have moi beauty slp le...hahha...nitex...

takkaire every1... 6:28 AM

woke up in the afternoon, n mommie told mi to eat porridge...bt i dun wan...den she sat beside mi n fed mi..haha..i m still her baby...den she sae tt i shud kip a diary so tt i could rmb tt i needed moi mommie to feed mi even when i was so big...haha...so embarrassing

went for dinner at pizza hut, de toopid waiter gave mi a kids menu n dere wrote: tis menu is meant for little ones of age 10 n below!!! i was damn angri...den my mommie kip laughin at mi...

had a nice meal.... n den on my way home in the car...my korkor was so sarcastic,

KorKor: u tml goin to sch, shiok rite?
mi: huh, shiok??
KorKor: ya wat, wake up so early n go study for 7 hrs....haha
mi: wad de hell...
KorKor: nvm la, i will help u slp well on ur behalf....
mi: ( speechless)

my KorKor is damn bad...kip mockin mi!! bad korkor 6:06 AM

went for moi 2nd physics tuition wif nuer today....i like my tuition teacher lots...he is mr nice guy n so patient towards physics idiots lik mi...haha... we still dunno his name so we gona call him mr c ... gona hav lotsof question to ask him nxt wk cox i m so hopeless...i do the assesment almost all the questions i dunno how to do... i need mr c desperately now.... lolz..sounded so bian tai...

i m currently havin exam shivers..omg... : / hehe 6:59 AM

er...today ish a normal one, durin maths lesson i gt pissed off, dun wanna tok abt it le... hai... after sch gt phototakin...yeah...3/1 rocks!! hahax... den went for guides meetin er...discussed things...hehe....den i went to kfc to find jolene joanne sexy ger nuer and sotong, sexy ger nuer n sotong went home so early den left e three of us chatting till quite late den we went home........

Study hard.... 17 more days till mid year exams!!!! 6:14 AM

quite a few days nv blog le ba... ytd busy doin the rich task... do uuntil 11 sumthin, i m so tired onli slept a few hrs. keep fallin alsp durin history lessons....its so sian! hai... jux woke up from my evening nap, den went to see lala's blog...

sad... i didnt noe wat exactly happened... hai, lala is sad, she wud hav lesser time wif peng peng le... sad for her 2... peng peng is so cute, his my aunt's n lala's baobei... lala, cheer up..k ....haha, i noe u wud... u all so cheerful : )

lala's blog:

PengPeng has been with me most of the time for the past 5 years. (5/6 days a week)Since he was a few months old, Mummy has been looking after him.

I am the one who sing lullabies and tap him to sleep. PengPeng's fave is ''My Bony'' You cant simply dump him on the bed, he don't buy it. You have to place him on a pillow which is sitted comfortably on you lap and then you can start your mission. I am the one who make his milk and feed him. He loves his winnie the pooh pacifier. It's a MUST thing when he watches Cartoon Network.

As time passes and he grows, he don't like lullabies anymore and he is too big to sleep on the pillow anymore. However, I am still the one who will make him go to bed. His fond of ''My bony'' changed to Ahzi's songs.

At the age of 4, he know how to sing YuJian..half of the song. And recently, he picked up WoDeAi, LuGuang, ZhiLaiZhiWang and Zhong(although he only know how to sing ''Xian Zai''..haha!)

The best part is that, he can't even speak a sentence of chinese. His english rockz anyway..haha!He don't like to do his work. There were times he passed up his classwork with ONLY his name on it. When he was questioned by his teacher, he just said that he don't feel like doing. So cool right??

In the mornings, he will always be the one who nudges or tickles me from my dreamland. Sometimes, he will just sleep beside me.I love him dearly, just as much as I love candy floss.

There was one day when I returned from school, I was just at the doorsteps and he came up to me and give me a hug and a kiss. I sensed something ws very wrong. When I went to my bedroom, I realized that one of my Ahzi's posters was one the floor. Such a smart fella. If u were me, will you bear to scold or lay your hands on him?

I was enjoying all this happy moments when his mum said that he gonna bring him home in June. My mum won't hafta look after him anymore.

I am very sad. Mum is sad. Dad is sad. Everyone in the family is sad.

I am speechless. Ironically, I wanna him to be with me but I can't be so selfish. He is other people's son. I know very clearly, Mum feels the same way too.

Like what Supper said, time wil heal. That makes sense.

But..I don't know how to put it.

Still feeling sad now.. 4:15 AM

(A,B,C,D,E,F,G) are good frens. dey passed days together as great buddies, dey cracked jokes n shared their troubles bt soon (A) began to do some things tt disappointed her frens... n dey drifted apart...

Forgive n forget...dats wat (B,C,D,E,F,G) did. dey became gd frens again... everything was well...

Bt (A) lied to her frens...once n once again her frens gave her a chance, a chance after another..isnt tt enugh... y does one repeat her mistakes over n over again...

friends shud be honest to each other... wats the point of lyin? 6:23 AM

YOUXU SUXS!!!!! he keep hiiting mi head durin ms tay lesson...pain lor... keep hitting n hitting... hateu ar...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! alvin, dun laugh k u oso his accomplice oso so evil, bully mi!!!!

hahax...erm, after sch went to eat with frens den went to library to study, i managed to understand quite a bit of logarithms...haha...joanne, so funni, whoeva who ask her a maths question she will link to her maths laws...maths law n maths law...lolx, bt she is so clever lik a walkin dictionary... had a fun time studyin today...hehex...

Study HARD!!!!! mux get my dream results...i dun care!!! 6:01 AM

woke up early tis morning...went for my first eva physics tuition wif nuer todae...yeah!! my tuition teacher backview looked reallike mr thong lols... even the action oso almost the same... the teaching style mm... quite alike 2...n i wonder r dey brothers..hehex... ask lots of questions n i asked toopid questions 2 bt at least i clear my doubt : ) after tuition, daddie n mommie brought mi for dinner... i saw mr tan n mrs tan at a watch shop... dey must be buyin lovers watch..haha, after dinner... guess who i saw.... ACW!! my pri sch sitting patner... veri veri long time nv see him le... the first sentence dat he said to mi was :" u looked so familiar" n it sounded sarcastic cox i nearly walked past him without seeing him.. i realli chua tio when he talked to mi... mm, he is still as short as eva...lolx... went bac home n did the emailer thingy n here i m bloggin... i shall end here, buaiis!! 7:57 AM

took bac e maths paper today.. so happi...first time i got so high i got an A1...yeahs!! mux maintain tis result..hehex, shiuan dun sad le...cheer up, work harder, u can do it!! : ) after sch gt guides last training, i was slackin bt dats becox i strained my legs muscles k... so dun sae i slack le...hahax. jolene oso fall out cox her back pain again..poor jiejie...shiuan too, she had stomachache n i tink both of dem cried...hai... must rest well, k?...exams r comin, study hard 2...so jia yous!!! : )) 6:45 AM

A girl was havin a trek in the jungle and she slipped and fell down a hill, she quickly grabbed a branch dat she saw when she fell down...with determination, she kept strugglin to prevent herself from falling and caused bruises n abrasions on her limbs... soon her determination weakend, she let go n fell.....

did she suffer serious injuries or even died?? NO!! the hill was onli a few metres high n she fell with little injuries...

The moral of the story is that, things may not be what we thought it to be. A problem may not be as complicated as what we thought it to be. Of course, in face of problems, we should not say die and give up. However, in some circumstances, we have to use a different approach.In this case, the abrasion would not be there if the girl had let go. And indeed, she would feel better.In life, we should not be too obstinate. Things that you could choose to let go, do so. Do not struggle and end up hurting yourself.

again modified frm lala's blog... she realli speaks moi mind... luv her lots!! 3:23 AM

Long long ago, there lives a granny named Granny Ho. She had 2 daughters, Gaga and Yaya.

One rainy day, Granny Ho was crying and a stranger asked what'd happened. Granny Ho cried,''My daughter,Gaga, owns a herbal tea shop. Her business will be darn bad when it rains...''

The next day, the sun was scotching hot. Granny Ho was crying and the same stranger approached her, puzzled. Granny Ho cried, ''My younger daughter, Yaya, owns an umbrella shop. During sunny days, who will buy umbrellas??'' (In the olden days, the unbrellas were made of paper and people only use it to shidle themselves from the rain, but not the sun.)

The stranger said 2 lines and a smile appeared on Granny Ho's wrinkled face.''When it is raining, think of Yaya, her umbrellas must be selling like hotcakes.

When it is sunny, think of Gaga, her herbal tea must be selling very well.''In life, we have to look at things from another perspective, the positive one. That will make you happier.

Dearie buddy, at this moment, you may think that life is so meaningless, you are so tired of it. You live for the sake of passing days. Try changing you way at looking things. I know, you will think that there's no point in deceiving yourself and act happy.

Like what AhZi said, We face the music. We don't keep it in or spread the negativity. We have to grab it by its neck and strip it down to see the root of the problem. Then hopefully, we can solve it.

mm...tis thing is copied from my cousin's blog, find it quite meanigful.... : )
3:29 AM

i m hollow headed!!!

i just dunno how to change the subject of the formula...i kip tryin n tryin bt the ans is still wrong...argh!!! hope i can pass moi test!!...hopeless mi..."" 5:55 AM

sunday

wake up damn early... go shao mu...hai... its so hot n i was nearly choked by all those smoke... went to aljunied to pay respects to my ah gong den went to sin ming to pay respects to my big aunt... when i saw my big aunt altar.. it reminded mi of tt day when i was realli veri shocked to hear tt she died...mm... suddenly felt so saddened, i tink ppl shud live ther lives wif a cheerful mind n heart... life is realli veri precious!!!

after tt, went to toa payoh wif my aunt n cousin to eat tim sum... i was so bloated den i rushed home to start doin the proposal...hehe...so tired!

monday

nothin much happened.... 5:47 AM

amksian family day!! woke up at 5.30 today den went to meet moi frens... so toopid to wake up so early... shud hav slept more... reached tanjong beach at abt 8.50... den we were desperately finding 3/1 ppl... hehe... the cheerleadin competition was quite ok... we gt second... shud giv ourselves some encouragement! after tt... gt dragged by ppl into the sea... dunno wich toopid person pushed mi so hard... scratched my knee... bt it was fun...hehe

lao gong's dad drove mi to nuer house den i bath dere n change den we went to kbox... sang until damn high... bt naugthy lao gong go take my pic when i was singin... den even attempt to let mi dui lian by cancellin the song when i was singin...! +.+"" bt nvm i revenged oso...muahaha...after singin .... i went to meet mama n korkor at j8 for dinner den went bac home.... i m so tired... later gona start on the proposal le...

exams comin le...mux work hard!!!!! 6:58 AM

*sob sob* 6:53 AM

after sch cheerleadin again, we r gettin beta n more stable le...bt i am still screamin lik hell when i was on top.... thx to yi liang, edwin, yu zhe n lionel... hehe... dey were veri xin ku... their shoulders r swollen n red... poor thing... today's lionel b'day...went to pizza hut to eat dinner... i am so full now...

tml needa go watch the volleyball match...volleyball boys.. sure can win de... !!! jia you!!!! :) 6:29 AM

after sch, went for mr guang's consultation... den after tt went to fourth floor to find yuzhe... he's such a great chairperson lor...help his class clean n tidy the cupboard..haha... after tt went for cheerleading... er.. not tt pleasant n i was shoutin at the top of my voice... moi leg hurts when i fell down... the guys were even worse... i tink their legs r gona break soon...hehe, after tt went to amk central buy cloth for the banner bt the shop closed alr, dunno tml gt ani1 wanna go buy anot... i tink mani ppl not free.. n the paint oso haven buy.. hai... i m tired... i have been losing slp... i m turning into a panda soon or perhaps i m alr a panda...haha... gona slp early today so buaiis.... 6:02 AM

yo... got something to sae today.... I HATE MR GUANG(dun mean to offend ani1)... he is so unreasonable... tell mi go for remedial for 3 wks... jolene hav to go 2.. all becox of him...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gona be busy these few days... dunno how can the ppl finish the banner in 3 days...haha... n i m down for cheerleadin?!! went to alvin house with ss, kh n dw after sch today to do maths proj... dey r so sick n pervertic...keep sayin abt sex so censored.... den alvin laughed until he nearly gt asthma attack..lolx.. later goin to study for chem test le... mani things to study ar... nvm clever mi will surely pass wif "flyin colours" hehe.... 4:04 AM

mm....its been a few weeks....hai, stop tokin to mi le... dun make mi fall deeper into it... dun wan to see ur face too...wat de hell i m tokin wadeva... nvm...mm... i m tired today cant concentrate much durin maths lesson... ppl sae i look lik panda .... haha... my whole body ached... today in class i didnt respect the teachers...hmm...bad girl... i anihow tok to them...duno y...mm... after sch went kfc eat den saw a quite handsome guy...lolx...i m a hua chi...den at kfc saw yu zhe lionel koon hin n mani mani mani more...den after tt i steal kiat yao's maths bk to do the maths proj... den he keep suanin tt i was sh0rt... so evil of him... den stay at kfc until abt 5 den went off to find the tuition centre...gee...i m determined to go 4 tuition now... i gona score well for mid yr exams... wish m0i gd luck... 6:36 AM

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