Thursday, March 23, 2006
hello~~i m here agnn..lols.. though i hav alot of hw undonei tink i realli gone case lers..i took out my maths hw and started doin..i didnt noe how to do the first one.. so i skipped to the 2nd n luckily.. it was rather easy n i managed to complete it.. den to the third one.. agn i couldnt understand how to do..i gt so fedup dat i took out my chem hw..it looks rather easy to mi.. i did the 1st qn.. n followin on the other parts of the qn i didnt noe how to do.. i onli managed to complete lik onli 1/4 of the wrkshtn den finalli.. my eng hw.. i took it out. i read the paragraphs.. n den i brainstormed =X n i closed the paper.. i realli didnt noe wat to rite-.-''shi baiis..n still gt dat stupid marco polo thingy >.<went fer archery today..quite fun.. it willl be beta if dere was a larger placehahas..everything has almost gone bac to the original =]sitting down at the archery area today..
i tot abt those stuffs
1 week n 1 day of joy n tears
it seems lik a fast forward.. a veri veri fast one
i finalli learnt wat exactly does think b4 u carry out something actualli means..
the consequence if i make a wrong decision may realli be too heavy fer mi to handle..
for the past few days.. i realli experience the agony..
tears which i may nt hav even shed
i could feel the pressure in my chest.. felt lik i realli couldnt breathe
alll these may nt hav happened..
bt no time fer regrets.. i m sure i made the right choice now..
though i feel realli cruel..bt nonetheless.. i hav to do it to make myself feel better..
i even spent a day at home to cool myself down..
it may seemed tt i m jus escaping from problems..
bt i admit it.. i m realli too scared to face it.. i wud rather runaway
thankfully, things has slowly come bac to normal..
hais... i m scared i wudnt hav the courage to handle these things agn..
--WeiLinG*
5:50 AM