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Thursday, April 21, 2005
quite a few days nv blog le ba... ytd busy doin the rich task... do uuntil 11 sumthin, i m so tired onli slept a few hrs. keep fallin alsp durin history lessons....its so sian! hai... jux woke up from my evening nap, den went to see lala's blog...sad... i didnt noe wat exactly happened... hai, lala is sad, she wud hav lesser time wif peng peng le... sad for her 2... peng peng is so cute, his my aunt's n lala's baobei... lala, cheer up..k ....haha, i noe u wud... u all so cheerful : )lala's blog:PengPeng has been with me most of the time for the past 5 years. (5/6 days a week)Since he was a few months old, Mummy has been looking after him.I am the one who sing lullabies and tap him to sleep. PengPeng's fave is ''My Bony'' You cant simply dump him on the bed, he don't buy it. You have to place him on a pillow which is sitted comfortably on you lap and then you can start your mission. I am the one who make his milk and feed him. He loves his winnie the pooh pacifier. It's a MUST thing when he watches Cartoon Network.As time passes and he grows, he don't like lullabies anymore and he is too big to sleep on the pillow anymore. However, I am still the one who will make him go to bed. His fond of ''My bony'' changed to Ahzi's songs.At the age of 4, he know how to sing YuJian..half of the song. And recently, he picked up WoDeAi, LuGuang, ZhiLaiZhiWang and Zhong(although he only know how to sing ''Xian Zai''..haha!)The best part is that, he can't even speak a sentence of chinese. His english rockz anyway..haha!He don't like to do his work. There were times he passed up his classwork with ONLY his name on it. When he was questioned by his teacher, he just said that he don't feel like doing. So cool right??In the mornings, he will always be the one who nudges or tickles me from my dreamland. Sometimes, he will just sleep beside me.I love him dearly, just as much as I love candy floss.There was one day when I returned from school, I was just at the doorsteps and he came up to me and give me a hug and a kiss. I sensed something ws very wrong. When I went to my bedroom, I realized that one of my Ahzi's posters was one the floor. Such a smart fella. If u were me, will you bear to scold or lay your hands on him?I was enjoying all this happy moments when his mum said that he gonna bring him home in June. My mum won't hafta look after him anymore.I am very sad. Mum is sad. Dad is sad. Everyone in the family is sad.I am speechless. Ironically, I wanna him to be with me but I can't be so selfish. He is other people's son. I know very clearly, Mum feels the same way too.Like what Supper said, time wil heal. That makes sense.But..I don't know how to put it.Still feeling sad now..
--WeiLinG*
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