ytd went 4 talentime sang the song.... hai... so dui lian...luckily veri little ppl... tml will be cugc camp alr....hai.... our doom has arrived ....counting down 24 hrs....haha.... today went to cut my hair jux for the camp hai bt short hair better la...no need so ma fan...hehe... not feelin dat well these feel days... either hav headache or cramps....my leg veri suan now all becox of the 2.4... dunno how can my legs survive thro the camp.... hmm...i hav been havin sleepless nites these few days..so i decided tt i shall slp at 8.30 today.... haha... bt tml gt chinese test dunno can study finish anot... veri laxy too studi.... hehe...mm... gonna end here... buai buais!! 1:33 AM

mm... jux tot abt the cugc... dun wannna tink abt it ani more... all the gods n the deities pls bless mi to pass through tis camp smoothly... though i dread goin bt i will still go, so contradicting, hai... dun tok abt it le, actualli wanted to help in the talentime, bt time was realli veri short... we just managed to learn abt haf ... haix... my legs r achin now... tml still gt 2.4 run... nvm jux do my best...hehe... i can pass de.... today de lessons... all so sian one...expecially the chinese.... dunno wat de hell he tokin abt....toopid he lao shi... after recess i was almost haf dead... my neck like no bone lik dat...i kept lyin my head on the table... so tired.... now i feelin so sleepy.... *yawns* wanna go slp le...buaiis... :) 5:01 AM

today is a sian sian day..... this yr sux, i hav been fallin ill oftenly and it dosent recover.... cough n cough cant stand it.... at maths lesson today shiuan kept singin the same old song make mi luff until i pengx... bt later i was so irritated cox she sing to almost every1 tt she saw.....siao siao 1....haha, after tt discuss abt the camp, we redo the whole schedule, haix.... so sianxx... mm...oh ya, today found out tt sexy ger did sing after we left... lolx... she sang the angel tao zhe 1.... lalu sae she gt sing high pitch one .... haha, er.... i tink i gonna die le.... i gt alot of maths haven do yet, every lesson i jux sit dere stare into blank space or tok to shiuan.... nv even do anithing... hope mr thong dun check mi book ...haha... mm... nothin to rite le la..so buaiis 5:17 AM

today was a fun fun day..hehe... went for flag day in the morning, i sold abt 9 pens... yeah... den when we went for lunch the gd gd auntie even treat us for lunch ( sort of) hehe...den in the mrt i started to suan sotong, lolx.... i said tt she will lose balance cox she not in water, not so skilled to walk on land, haha, den serene said tt she have too mani legs n too slippery liaox...damn funni... bt den huiting expression was damn cute 2...haha... after tt we went bac to sch den we decided to go to kbox!! mi, serene, lalu, jolene, huiting n wan xian went dere... hee, at first we go in dere nobody wan to sing, onli mi lik bai chi lik dat singin alone, bt later every1 high liao den sing 2gether...haha...de onli one whu didnt sing was sexy ger, she so shy meh... haha... ( ohya, when we were walking in far east plaza, den i saw a shop dat sell sexy women undergarments, den i looked at sexy ger, den told jolene tt i wan to buy one for sexy ger, den jolene was luffin away, haha... sexy ger knew tt we were tokin abt her, den she came to chase mi....haha... damn funni) when i went home, mommie didnt scold mi ... haha... so lucki..... had such a pleasant day, hehe... 5:18 AM

today was another boring day...i use comp....eat...uswe comp...and eat again...hai so sian, tomolow gonna go for CIP... poor daddy, he came home in the morning n went out in the evening again, he seems tired, mm... wonder where he went to work, neway three cheers for daddy and wish him well in work! hehe, change my blogskin again, the thing sitting on the swing looks a bit evil bt i like it haha... mm... borin borin borin, i dun wan to go for cugc camp....:'( the thought of it jus makes mi scared? terrified? horrified? sumthin lik dat... bt since next week is the camp so hope tt time pasts faster n *woosh* i m out of the camp with a pleasant ( hope so) memory...haha... nothin to rite le so bye bye...! 4:41 AM

Nothin much to c0mment abt today....cox dunno how to describe, i nearly c***d in class today bt i held back my t***s... so brave of mi ...haha... +.+" ms tay ask mi if i got nethin to tell her...hmm... does my face tell her tt i gt sumthin to tell her...hAHa... she saes i m troubled... lol... do i hav tt look on my face... hehe... e funniest of all is when she said tt shiuan is veri auntie n she is gettin more n more auntie le...haha!! mm... is my father goin overseas... so blurr of mi... i dun even knoe lor, hai, so late le he still haven cum bac shud be overseas ba, dun even knoe where he go .... blurr mi ....haha, today is jux a normal day so nothin much to rite so byes!!

*I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to embrace them. Cherish them. And never forget they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, moments will always follow. They remind me of what's really important. It's not just life but living. It's the journey, the destination, and all points in between. * 4:34 AM

Its been a long time since a blog...haha... my com jux got repaired... today had mani boring lessons, not feelin dat well either... i seemed so blurr... hehe after sch went to pizza hut wif my dears >> jolene, serene, huiting, wanxian<<... ate quite a lot...

hai... now gonaa vent some of my anger here...hehe... er... how shud i put it? i tink mi n one of my fren is drifting further, i dunno wats the prob wif her... i jux loathe when she says @#$%^&*!@% (dun wan to say wat)... things r not within my control, deres nothin much i could do... if that position does break our friendship i rather dun hav tt position... sorri for being so agitated, bt i realli got quite pissed off *sorri if i offend ani1*

hai....wonder how my classroom looks lik after the paintin, haha...i was told tt it was veri plain, bt i realli like the zhou jie lun at the back wall...its so shuai....hhaha... look forward to seein it tomolow... tts all i gonna rite today cya... 5:05 AM


lal4*]] & [[p3ng peNg` 12:17 AM


3/1 r0x 12:12 AM


cuti3x x pengpeng x my lil c0usiN 11:55 PM


I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down

I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every blessing that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back 9:13 PM

From the day we are borned, an invisible empty plastic bottle is given to us, with a string
attached and is hung over our neck. The purpose of it is to contain our angers, troubles, frustrations...

In this context, our angers, troubles, frustrations will evolve into molecules of water.When one keep all these in our heart, and do not let it off, these molecules of water will slowly fill the bottle.As years passed, and the water molecules accumulate, finally one day, the bottle is filled to the brim! And this is the time when the water gets flowing out. ..Just wanna say that..do pour out some of the water in the bottle occassionally and ensure that it is nowhere near the mouth of the bottle.

Words r easier than action. That bottle of mine is nearly filled to it's brim now..some water may be poured out by me at any moment or the water may just overflow..

copyright from lala's blog(found it meaningful) 6:35 AM


Mo0d: SaD & dIsSaPoInTeD

I jux found out tt my good fren lied to mi...though it may not be a veri serious ting bt dun you tink tt frens shud be frankk wif each other...

dat day she told mi dat sumone asked her tis question bt the thing is tt the person didnt said tt b4... y did she maligned other ppl(sorri 4 being 2 serious)... ? if tts the case, shud i trust her? tis is not the 1st time she had been lyin to us...bt we didnt take it to heart n jux forgot abt e matter... bt once is enugh, y does she have to do it again? maybe she didnt mean to do so bt she jux said it at the slip of her mouth... hope tt tis wun be jux my wishful thinkin.

felt so disappointed in her, bt do i hav the zi ge to say tt of her.... maybe i myself too does not make a gd fren. perhaps i hav quite a big reaction over tis small matter, bt i realli loathe ppl who lie to mi... 5:53 AM

mm...quite a few days nv blog le... these few days abit busy den my toopid bro dun let mi use com bt finally today i can blog le!!! hehe... er... today we r released early... yeah!... den went wif my dears to watch "Hitch'' its was nice n funni 2... jux told my mother tt i hav guides n library consequently on three days... den as usual gt scolded again.. luckily she nv continue to nag at mi or else i will not have a peaceful nite...

ytd went for the soccer match... de toopid potato bluff us to go dere for prize prensentation.. nv even tell us the time we r released.. den go dere liao nothin to do... watch the match until 6 sumthin den do the prize thingy... bt we saw the captian of singapore soccer team iskanda... he is so shuai ... he was the g.o.h... haha... after the thing, i went bac home alr 8 sumthin le.... n as usual gt scolded by my mum... nvm i m used to it le...hai...

er... i tink tts all tt i gona rite so bye bye... 1:24 AM

once again.... i wud lik sae abt my horrendous results...i actualli got an L1R5 of a number which is almost twice of my age!! pls slap mi ppl, wake mi up... how am i goin 2 continue to study with such results... felt dat i was such a disgrace... *slap myself for being such a lazy bum*.... ppl pls scold mi right in my face chi ji mi with wateva u can .... i dun wan to fail ani subjects ani more... its bad....:'

today went to see netball match, so exciting, our sch won, yeah 3 cheers for the netball girls... on our way to yishun sports hall we were on the bus wif ms goh she was so cold bt humurous in a sense 2... she was realli fun... hehe. 2:00 AM

M00d: sAd :'(

i dunno y? things r gettin more n more out of my hand.... tests r failin, things r not goin well ( dun wish to say out wat things) bt i tink my dear dears will knoe...hai shiuan shud hav the same feelin as mi rite ... today jux tok on phone wif shiuan abt guides... n in the end we dun realli get a conclusion.. hai... den for studies mm... though i wan to realli sit down n studi bt i jux get put off by the stack of bks i have to study.... i realli dun wish to imagine wat results will i get at the end of the yr if i continue slackin.... realli feel lik cryin sumtimes bt wats the use.... it wun help u solve ur prob... so i wun be stupid to go waste my tears... girls must be strong!! +.+" no matter wat i will make sure i will get gd results for my exams. my dear jolene, wonder wats shes doin now, wanna ask her whether hav she bought wan xian's present... i was so blur tt i forgot her bday... hai so forgetful of mi...

enugh of my crap le... bt i still wan 2 sae sumthin which is i feel tt i m veri lucky to have ppl who care abt mi BUT i feel bad when i cant do nethin to return dem... so i wan to thank all those ppl dat cared abt mi (hehe... a bit lame) k...i will stop here.... byes!!! 1:59 AM

this is the first time mi n the ps r organisin the guides meetin n it was quite disappointin....hai... things were unorganised n everythin seem to be in a frenzy at first bt luckily it got beta as we move on... i tink the guides own session was so damn borin and we r doin the cheers over n over again ...nothin seems new...the drills were ok bt yyyyyyy???!!! arghhh... my voice is not loud enugh... bt nvm its lik dat....haha... hope we can do beta next time...hehe... jia you!!! +.+

hai...a bit stresed out ...everyday gt so mani things to do * sobsob* n my studies sux lor dun even hav time to go revise everyday hav hw n tests r comin one after another.. watdehell!! den sumtimes i hav veri slow reaction my reaction can be as slow as 15 secs... so if i canot hear u when u r tellin mi sumthin go slap mi to wake mi up kk?? haha... next week mon tues wed r almost pack wif things to do... den thurs i gt library n fri is guides!!! where can i find time to go out wif my dearsss....hai...

i jux watched the movie a series of unfortunate events wif my kor kor... it was quite nice...it was a sad story n of cox the most touchin part was the last part n i cried... hai... i tink my kor kor didnt notice mi.... haha otherwise veri dui lian....

hai...later goin to my cousins house a few weeks nv see dem le...miss dem alotx.... haha...so i tink i shud end here so byebye... 11:00 PM

Yo... a new bloggie~ for myself...haha... i had such a borin day today, haix... moi class went 4 checkup todae... * can skip lessons * haha! bt i felt abit sad after the checkup...hai... the toopid nurse keep saein tt i m short... sad sia... i wonder if i can grow ani taller?! god bless mi to grow taller k? i promise to be a gd kid... hehe...after sch, i was stayin bac wif my dears n darlings ( serene, jolene, ss, xin ying) in the guides rm to do the notice board...haha, had quite a nice time chattin inside 2.

aiya...duno wat else to type now..tink all that i type above are craps sia...so tts all... maybe next time i wud post somethin more interestin.... hehe... 2:18 AM


I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Now I could never change you I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain And like a fool who will
never see the truth I keep thinking something's gonna change
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
And there's no way homewhen it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay
And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough 5:45 AM

peeps!

-aurina
-benedict
-bridget
-cheryl
-cheng yin
-chun yin
-cindy
-dewei
-edWin
-elaine
-evelyn
-felicia
-hui ting
-hui xian
-jac
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-jas0n
-jiaMin
-j0celyn
-j0lene'l0ver
-karEn
-lalu
-li0nel
-mIng Xuan
-ming zhu
-oliver
-ph0ebe
-peisHan
-sally
-samuel
-selena
-shiUan
-shu yann
-wan j0o
-wee ting
-wei jie
-wei xUn
-yi liaNg'daddie
-yi jUn
-ying xin
-youxu

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